It is moments like I had tonight that provide a perfect opportunity to teach compassion for ourselves. Tonight I experienced what I call a professional hiccup. I presented in front of a large group and well, if I had to grade myself, I would give myself an F. I absolutely did everything they teach you NOT to do in Public Speaking 101. I spoke in circles, didn't stay on task by following my "script", froze and actually asked for a moment to collect myself. Of course those that were with me, disagreed with my perception and because they have seen my presentation skills before they also know that I am not only comfortable speaking in front of a large group, but that I do it rather well. None the less, it felt awful, awkward and it was most embarrassing for me. It was a train wreck folks, make no mistake.
You see, no matter how well we do something, and how often we do that something well, there will be moments that we hiccup. A moment where nerves get the best of us, we feel flustered from being late to a meeting, feel scattered, have an argument with a loved one, or feel tired. It could be anything that triggers us enough to block us from doing that thing well!